Life is suddenly very busy-and going by so quickly. I swear, having Youngest away all Summer has made me lose my parenting skills. What do I make for dinner? Do I need to do laundry? Is there breakfast food in the house?
And of course, in between working out, running whatever errands I need to run, and cooking dinner, I feel like I have no Hubbs time. I know it's all just a matter of finding my routine again, but I'm a little overwhelmed with it all right now.
That and the fact that I'm feeling less than stellar is really making me want to just stay in bed for a day to get my head right.
I've been working from home since 2003 but it looks like soon (if I ever get a flippin' job in this city) I will be joining the normal rat race again, where I actually have to adhere to schedules and deal with things like traffic and reasonable bedtimes.
ReplyDeleteSo, I kind of get where you're at, and while I have yet to deal with this, its on the horizon and is kind of depressing me.
I'm really and at managing (and perceiving) time, so it will be a while before I would acclimate to those kinds of changes and I'm sure I would be feeling spread thin.
Anyway, yes, I'm certain you'll fall into your routine again. I know it kind of blows right now. Hugs.
Thanks B-I needed that!
ReplyDeleteWe must be in synch as far as feeling less than stellar.
ReplyDeleteI've been so damned anti-social the past couple of weeks that it isn't even funny. Seriously anti-social. I absolutely cannot stand to be around anybody, even friends and family. I cycle like this every few months but this time it seemed to come earlier and last longer.
Strange...I wonder what causes such things?
ReplyDeleteI had to take Youngest to the mall last weekend (THE MALL) and I was freaking out on the thought of being around all those people. Luckily, we got there early enough it was still empty...but damn my hands were shaking.
I don't feel anxious when I'm around people, I just avoid them whenever possible. I do fine at work, mostly because I work by myself, but when I get home I lock my door, turn off my phones and enjoy the solitude. If I have to interact with people I don't speak any more than necessary - if they try to be friendly I cut them off, turn my back and walk away.
ReplyDeleteI know, I'm rude.
Not rude-I'm the same way. One of my friends calls me socially inept-but sometimes I just don't give a shit.
ReplyDeleteThough when I do find people I give a shit about, it's hard to shut me up!
I think we would all get along, famously. At least, on days where we are feeling just *social enough* to deal with each other. Ha!
ReplyDeleteWhy am I so fucking hyper today?
It's a 3 day weekend?
ReplyDeleteWe seriously need to have some sort of meet up and act stupid event-crazy bloggers meet and greet?
By the way, I'm so in love with the internet right now. It does wonders for people with social anxiety disorder!