tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5614388711599955131.post5117354461238400755..comments2023-05-03T05:26:18.444-07:00Comments on Random Thoughts From Inside The Basket: Heavy sigh....Lulahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01724249986119118120noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5614388711599955131.post-30867078902878822302010-09-04T14:24:10.136-07:002010-09-04T14:24:10.136-07:00Thanks D, so much. It does help to know we are not...Thanks D, so much. It does help to know we are not alone! Much love to you.Lulahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01724249986119118120noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5614388711599955131.post-46818541108693531642010-09-03T16:47:53.707-07:002010-09-03T16:47:53.707-07:00First off-
Sorry to hear how things have been goi...First off-<br /><br />Sorry to hear how things have been going. I have no great words of wisdom, but I'm glad you're surviving and I'm here (phone/chat/email/whatever) whenever you need.<br /><br />I wanted to address a particular part though:<br /><br />"Several years back, when I wasn't working, I kind of started flipping out. It culminated one day when I destroyed my house and tried to stab myself in the arm. Crazy bitch. Anyway, I felt myself slipping back into that kind of crazy. But once I decided to embrace my inner housewife, those feelings lessened. Make the best of my situation I suppose. "<br /><br />I very much relate to this. I think for people like us who suffer dissociative and depressive disorders, that work is the thing that keeps our mind busy from freaking the fuck out and being it's usual insane self. Once you remove the distraction, you kind of fall prey to your own self destructive nature. <br /><br />I've been there, and I'm comforted to know that at least someone else I know has been there as well - in the heat of The Crazy, whether trying to stab yourself in the arm or beat yourself in the head senseless with a crystal statue - I know what that's like and in many ways, it was embracing my inner-housewife that kept me focused enough to not go off the deep end.<br /><br />Love to you!<br /><br />DeirdreDeirdre Bunnyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17420571607949820091noreply@blogger.com