So, my weekend. It wasn't too bad, but it was filled with excess-excess drinking, excess smoking (I know), excess food that I shouldn't have been eating. My acid reflux is in a huge flare up, nothing is working, I'm exhausted, and I feel like a big loser for doing all the things I know I shouldn't have done. And I miss my husband terribly. I feel like I haven't seen him in two weeks, and I feel so crappy right now all I want to do is sleep. Vicious cycle.
You would think at some point I would stop being a dumb ass and quit doing all the things that cause me pain-but that's too easy, right?
Anyway, sick, depressed, and back to day one of not smoking. Blah.
The only good news is I'm down a pound and a half from last Friday,not quite sure how I pulled that one off.