Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Oh boy

So, my weekend. It wasn't too bad, but it was filled with excess-excess drinking, excess smoking (I know), excess food that I shouldn't have been eating. My acid reflux is in a huge flare up, nothing is working, I'm exhausted, and I feel like a big loser for doing all the things I know I shouldn't have done. And I miss my husband terribly. I feel like I haven't seen him in two weeks, and I feel so crappy right now all I want to do is sleep. Vicious cycle.

You would think at some point I would stop being a dumb ass and quit doing all the things that cause me pain-but that's too easy, right?

Anyway, sick, depressed, and back to day one of not smoking. Blah.

The only good news is I'm down a pound and a half from last Friday,not quite sure how I pulled that one off.


Deirdre Bunny said...

Our weekends appear to be remarkably similar. Right down to the reflux - which has been kind of making a comeback - if only it were half as interesting as Elvis' '68 comeback tour.

It had been controllable for about 2 years. Now it's becoming daily.

Lula said...

It's horrible, isn't it? I hate how it runs my life.

Deirdre Bunny said...

Its terrible. I've always had issues with it for most of my adult life and even in my teens on some occasions.

I hate when it happens in the middle of the night, when I'm sleeping - because then I wake up and am miserable until meds kick in.

I seem to get it from everything - barring water.

Thankfully, drinking and smoking do not affect this.