My first Mother's Day without my mother. Actually it's my second, but last year was the funeral and everything-I don't think I even noticed Mother's Day.
I spent the morning crying, then tried to keep it together for the rest of the day but it was hard. Every little thing made me want to cry. I felt like a terrible mother, I couldn't shake the sadness, blah blah blah.
My eyes feel like I was hit in the face with a frying pan.