Why do I try to cultivate friendships that are losing propositions?
I have a friend, let's call her Bessie-we had a falling out about a year ago, though prior to that she was my best friend. Then I started to realize that she was always making me feel bad about myself, then I went off on her husband, so we took a little break. we've been socializing here and there, and I invited her to come to my self defense class on Saturday.
She just called me and canceled with some lame ass excuse.
Part of me is like "Ok, I knew this was going to happen". Part of me is actually really hurt. And part of me is convinced this is payback for a similar thing I did to someone God knows when.
Whatever. It will be a good lesson in learning how to be brave and do things on my own.