Fear

I am gripped by fear today. I do this to myself every now and again, I’m not sure why. Fear of school shootings, fear of crashing on the freeway, fear of going anywhere-doing ANYTHING-alone. Fear of talking on the phone, fear all my decisions are bad-the list could go on and on.

Maybe it has something to do with parent night tomorrow. Being surrounded by people always freaks me out.

I am an insecure, anxiety driven kook.