It is a slow process, but I feel even better today. I had a moment again this morning of "I am NOT going to work", but I stuck with my routine and it passed.
The natural anxiety relief pills I took yesterday-I really really feel like they helped. If they are available in your area I highly recommend them. Or buy them on the internet if you have to. I prefer natural remedies, and they didn't leave me feeling as sleepy as a Xanax would have. Check them out here.
I don't know if it's the placebo effect or if they really worked, all I know is I was very anxious when I arrived at work yesterday morning, and by the time I took 2 doses (6 tablets) I felt calmer than I had all weekend.
I realized that I have not updated my book reviews/currently reading. I hope to get to that by the end of the day.
Thank you all for your support. Part of the reason I started blogging was to be able to connect with people, to feel a part of something. And now I do.